I wasn’t going to post here for a while – for a number of (mostly technical and strategic) reasons. I might as well just tell you! The blog is moving. I won’t go into detail right now with regards to why or where. Suffice it to say that when the time comes, you will all be notified. But I digress…
I am writing here now because my mind is clogged with thoughts. I’m really hoping by expressing them in words a weight can be lifted. At the moment I am becoming increasingly neurotic about my life and my future and my prospects and myself in general. I am sure this isn’t healthy, by any stretch of the imagination. I’ve been “coping” with a lot of depression and inaction and frustration. I think I am worrying about it so much I am making myself sick. Frustration friends tell me to “lighten up” and “have fun” with the best of intentions. If I knew how, I probably would.
I guess I’m becoming too much for many people to deal with. I can’t blame them. Indeed if I was in their position I imagine I would’ve kicked me to curb long ago. I just don’t know what to do with myself anymore.
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I try to tell myself to lighten up, but it doesn’t always work like that. Most of the time you just have to ride it out. It’s astonishing on a good day to think of how little you believed that good day was going to come…but somehow it just does.